Iâ€™m one of those self-unemployed introverts who is adjusting quite well to our pandemic lockdown. I feel especially peaceful because forced quarantine has temporarily quieted many of the garden-variety â€œalphaâ€ humans, the ones who thrive on dominating others. They have to stay at home too, and havenâ€™t been able to conduct their usual bullying and stirring up trouble. Under “normal” circumstances, they have power over other people, and the other people just aren’t available to lord it over right now.
But that will end. I donâ€™t dread getting sick as much as I dread what the alphas will start doing. Of the lockdown, they warn us, â€œthis is not sustainable!â€ and â€œpeople will start going crazy!â€ I know they are right. At least half of Americans are expected to get COVID-19 before a vaccine is available (if one ever is) so Iâ€™ve made my uneasy peace with that. But human beings have always hurt me more than any disease. Humans have always been the biggest danger to humans. I appreciate that, in this brief moment, the human threat is made visible, and keeping distance is the rule of the day. I sense on the horizon the impending doom of our newfound boundaries being violated by angry, entitled, self-righteous alphas.
They are already abusing whoever is unlucky enough to be quarantined with them. Wife-battering and child abuse is on the rise. (I am immensely grateful I live only with my Momz, an excellent woman of 78.) Their rage and sense of impotence is building, and soon more will leave the confines of their homes to violate others. Then all the â€œniceâ€ alphas will up their social policing, virtue-signaling, tribe-forming, scapegoating, and witch-hunting in response. The COVID-19 coronavirus is â€œnovel,â€ but human behavior is not. I have enjoyed my little respite from it.